Charlie_Johnson

back in 1971 I bought a not well known men's mag at a gas station where I was living in South Charlotte, NC, and it had a fiction article that said "I dig dope, and I dig sex," and I reiterate this was a fiction article, personally I don't do illegal dope..............in the late 70's I bought a Hustler, and it had an interview with a female pornstar back then named Beverly Morris, and she was quoted as saying "big dicks are prime"(ditto, now when do I get mine).............am a grand master at Creator work since about 1963 or 64, 60 years ago, when I was 12 or 13, I found a gold mine of about 5 or 6 large, clean, dry, brown paper grocery bags full of men's mags Playboy-type media that were by the sidewalk in my neighborhood in rural Madison, New Jersey, in rural Morris County there, they were by a tall hedge, no one was around so I took them to a secret place behind a garage and by the NYC commuter railroad tracks in my backyard next door to where I lived which was never visited by those neighbors or anyone back there at the tracks, put them in a flat cardboard box, and covered them with leaves, I craved having a secret place like that, and I loved smelling them as they became damp from rain, they had their own unique smell .............................I consider myself asexual or not attracted enough to want to engage in sex because of my lack of penis length and because of social factors from my past that serve as warnings to me to avoid reproducing and having the social factors happen to my offspring, factors such as getting attacked in schools while doing nothing to provoke getting attacked, in an afterlife all that would be adjusted by amnesia and my short penis would become elongated with no more retractile to shemale look, after that then we can finally fuck after waiting a lifetime, right now I'm content to watch sex online to get me turned on to the straight long penis sex, I'm only attracted to the 2 dimensional monitor screen images of females and not real 3 dimensional sexual encounters thus I am asexual, I'm not 3D attracted right now, only in my afterlife, not safe for that in this life.....................it seems my religion would have to be Pagan- "Individuals fell into the pagan class either because they were increasingly rural and provincial relative to the Christian population or because they were not a soldier of Christ (miles Christi); Paganus more likely acquired its meaning in Christian nomenclature via Roman military jargon (see above). Early Christians adopted military motifs and saw themselves as Milites Christi (soldiers of Christ)."(wikipedia.con, Paganism); I never liked the song "Onward Christian soldiers" I've heard sung in my church and prefer being Pagan so I quit going to church, not my style acting Catholic in a non-Catholic church, Pagans were original Englishmen who built The Stonehenge, if the Christian soldiers were Rome, Italy city slickers then I don't live in a city where there are such slickers like in Rome, my city is not that big of a city, when I got my first covid vaccination it was from a rural program that my city was included in thus my city is considered rural, I don't want to be fooled into believing that "Christian soldiers" refers to all Christians when the "Onward Christian soldiers" song is sung, not now after finding out more about the slogan "Christian soldiers," I also don't have any Italian thus Catholic ancestry, most of mine are English, then Scottish, then German, then Belgium or Holland who were displaced French Hugenots who had to flee France, some regular French, then one guy from N. Ireland, then one guy who was Swiss, found in Geneva in the 1500's, Mr. Marcus was his name, and is the oldest ancestor found, none or mine were from the Mediterranean area, all my ancestors were found through the LDS Church library that has extensive family genealogy records..............I look for long penis sex surrogates to do it for me, oh I know that sounds gruelling, but the way I look at it is "welcome to the Institute," "welcome to Calculus," not a walk in the park, the surrogates, not members of the Institute but employed there for this course and paid for their participation with psychological rewards, not monetary carrot and stick rewards, which was what my major at the Institute was about, would be in a control group for a PhD sociology lab course I made up in fantasy that includes X-rated fucking and controls me with control to wait until my afterife to become as sexually gifted as they are, a doctoral level course, at the Institute, all unofficial but founded with my prior education at that institute, the long penis control group consisting of the most sexually gifted in the world for my institute to supply(unofficially, in fantasy), all of this unofficial but does include my past education there which included an adult theater and an adult bookstore nearby off campus, the hypothesis of the course being that I need long penis for my afterlife and will use a control group that already has theirs, indicating to me they already are in my afterlife since they have what I need and can only get in my afterlife, in order to prove my hypothesis, if they compose a control group they have achieved control thus have achieved management in self-management POC theory which this PhD level sociology course also is about thus I have a useful course for myself to use in online virtual fantasy, it's not bad having a control group that exerts so much control ovcer you that they are from your afterlife, now that's what I call Contrrol, it's easy for them to control the student there at the Institute, now attending the Institute in fantasy is possible from out of state🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹